i was crying on yiew leung"s car when we r on the way to KWANG TUNG ...
do u noe y??becoz the expert teacher......very stress during his class....
i so care about wat he said...i m there(KWANG TUNG) is not a learner but a dancer....
but actually i m a learner...many thg i dunno how to do...
pieer...turn...bakmon....padebuwer.....sztutunu.....
the other girls have good basic of dancing skill .....
but for me i juz a half year trained boy...
i cry.....becoz i dun have enough time to do my thg....society??homework??
lesson??dancing??singing competition coming next??or the dancing competition coming next??
i wan to take part and join...but i have not enough hand....
wat can i do is sacrifice....my sleeping time.......it is hard....becoz i like sleep...dun laugh at me...
everyone like to sleep so....that isnt a funny topic....
i eat many thg tis few weeks......becoz feeling of stressness...
...gambateh.....always use tis word trying to give power for myself.....but sometime it doesnt give any effect for me....but sometime it does..
today ....steve took the trainning pose......i like his class...and like his skills...
although sometime his mouth reali...seems like a "knife"....he tries to kill me....
i get hurt from him....becoz i juz a 16 years boy...i wouldnt critism him...he is my best dance trainer...
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anyway...after today...i must try hard....i wanna be a pro dancer...and drummer....even a student ......
GAMBATEH....it is useful.....
KW 有点到我。。。
有时真的是我自己讲完。。。
haiz...心很酸。。。很乱。。。很没有终点。。
透不过气。。。即使现在播着轻松的音乐。。。
有时对朋友的占有欲太强。。。会面临危机，
但是对朋友的占有欲太落。。会让自己感到孤独。
当好朋友们都找到另一半时，
自己会觉得他们不该这样而忽略了身边的朋友。
可能我错了，我不该这样想他们。
但我的内心却得到伤痛。
因为他们不会同情我很伤心，
只会问我为何那么伤心？
难道我就要告诉他们因为他们的忽略吗？
他们并没有错，只是因为我太寂寞了。。。
我只有表面上的好朋友，再也没人和我交心了。。。
我信不过别人，而信得过的人对我也没什么好处。
说了等于对牛弹琴，得不到任何回应。
blogging越多的人就越寂寞。
当无法告诉别人自己的心声时就会出此下策。
。。。也许是我本身对朋友的概念还搞不清。时常模糊了焦点。
可是。。。。。我无法拟清焦点。。。
就像我天生遗传的近视一样。。。
近视可以戴眼镜。。。但是我的心近视了。。。
谁会配眼镜给它呢？？
ZYK.....
haiz.....人不应该伤心的活着。。。但是。。。。
伤心却要让人活着。。。
寂寞的季节。。。发生在下一刻。。。
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